[Sam-R21444]

It’s great to hear you’ve seen how that lifestyle was taking you nowhere fast. It’s funny how this ‘world’ we live in always promotes putting ourselves and our pleasures first and foremost but negates to remind us of the consequences that follow. Obviously you won’t be sharing your life’s story with just anyone. You will be looking for that special person that you care for in totality and who you believe would reciprocate the feelings. With that said, you must be prepared for even ‘special’ people to turn and walk away from the relationship once they hear about your past. We live in a time where sexually transmitted diseases are a VERY serious concern. Not just HIV or A.I.D.S but all the ‘lesser’ ones as well. A lot of guys may not wish to place themselves in a relationship of that nature. More important than that, I am concerned that you have had a REAL time of emotional healing before going out and looking for Mr. Right. You say you’ve had 2 abortions and 20 partners. These are not things that you can fold away neatly in your ‘past’. These monsters will be back to constantly remind you or where you were. What’s important is that you can learn to seek forgiveness from God and then forgive yourself. Your past won’t disappear but it WILL be easier to live with. If you do end up finding that special someone and they stick around after hearing about your past and then they tell you about their past and you feel like sticking around, I think that would be a pretty good bet that you guys might have something worth working for in your futures. Good luck!

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Name : Sam-R21444, City : Wesley Chapel, State : FL, Country : United States, 

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