[Jesse-N30808]

Answering some of your questions is easy. Since you said you feel that if you are to convert, the only worthwhile conversion is an Orthodox conversion to an observant lifestyle, then the first step for advice is to contact an organization called Chabad. I think their web address is www.chabad.org. They are right up your alley. By the way, the idea that you should convert only to an observant life is not at all uncommon. Now, here's the hard part: Because you're married, discuss this clearly with your husband. Conversion to an observant life without the full, complete belief and support of your spouse is a train wreck waiting to happen. Don't try it!

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Name : Jesse-N30808, Gender : M, Religion : Jewish, Age : 41, City : Herzliya, State : NA Country : Israel, Occupation : engineer, Education level : 4 Years of College, 

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