[S-Linsun]

My parents taught me that females saved themselves for their husbands. But when I was young, I was curious, my hormones were boiling and I just couldn’t wait. The only important thing seemed to be my selection – the lucky male had to appeal to me, and he did, plus more. He seemed to have valued my virginity more than I did because he hesitated and questioned my certainty. Our short affair ended abruptly on my part because of betrayal on his part. At that point, I deeply regretted giving my virginity to him.

Over the years, he approached me several times, with no success. My fortune teller told me that what he and I had was special, and that one day I was going to realize it and see that both of us had had a misunderstanding. At the time, I said, ‘No way in Hell!’ Sure enough, he had been successful on one occasion in voicing his point of view to me. But at that time, it did not really faze me because years had passed and he had a child with someone else. I couldn’t understand why he still cared. Now, years later, I finally understand that he loved me and I had hurt him by standing him up one night, and blowing him off the next day. He felt I no longer liked him – but I was 12 and having fun with my friends.

All of this is to say I realize now how important my virginity was to him and that he had meant it when he said I was his forever and that no one would ever take that away from him. There’s so much more to this story that it feels like some forces of nature have had a hand in this one. He has given me a change of heart and I am now glad he was the chosen one. Though we live separate lives, when we see each other, we share that special bond in our stare. If we get too close to each other, sparks begin to fly, and one of us must quietly leave the room before anyone gets hit. I wonder what made him value my virginity so much?

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Name : S-Linsun, Gender : F, Sexual Orientation : Straight, Race : Asian, Age : 34, City : Hilo, State : HI, Country : United States, Occupation : student, Education level : 2 Years of College, Social class : Lower middle class, 

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