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To Ashley: First I would like to say that I completely understand where you’re coming from. I sometimes fear I may just happen to be attracted to both sexes. Let’s face it, women are very beautiful and can over exude sex appeal, so it makes sense as why you enjoy these feelings and fantasies and at the same time have come to shun them. There are times when I become absolutely lusty for the hottest guys, and then there are times when I see an attractive girl, and I become instantly tingly inside. Even more so, if I’m near her or maybe in her presence. Whether to tell your best friend, I think you should. However, that’s when you feel comfortable. You shouldn’t have to feel force to keep this a secret from that person. If that person stills considers a friend, then look at yourself as lucky. Furthermore, I feel the same as you as far as feeling ashamed. Especially, for me I come from a Christian background and was raised in church all my life up uptil I was seventeen. Which was two and a half years ago. I still go to church occasionally. There are times when I just can’t shake the guilt when I enter. On top of that I’m sick, hell and brimstone bound, perverted, and or as some call it ‘ demon possessed, one can see how I want to to be restored back to my religion and to God( that’s only if you believe in him.), but at the same time feeling alienated and rejected by both.

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Name : Anonymous, City : Daytona Beach, State : FL, Country : United States, 

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