[Sara]

Okay, here’s my problem. I was sexually abused by a much older man most of my childhood. So naturally i am afraid of guys after the abuse stopped. I was always longing for someone to love me and me being able to have a relationship that i wasnt afraid to have sex with that person. but i couldnt do that with a male b/c of my past. well, i met this girl, and i fell in love with her. she was everything i wanted in a relationship. except my family found out, and i was only 16 at the time. they pretty much disowned me after this. they knew of my past but they dont think that being abused by a man would turn me away from them. so i did what i had to do at my age, and i broke up with my love and tried dating boys. it never made me happy, but my parents were happy so i did it anyways. finally i met a guy that i actually was comfortable around and eventually i fell in love and had sex for the first time willingly with a man. well as my luck would go that relationship didnt work out either. i am now 18 and fixing to graduate high school. i will then move off and go to college. i can then be who i want to be and be with who i want to be with. but my question is does anyone think i turned to girls just becuase of the abuse and now that i was with one guy that i can be straight and have another male relationship, or do you think that i am just bisexual and like girls? i loved the relationship with the women and i would like to try it again, but i know my parents will hate me, and i have been taught that it is wrong. so i’m in a mess. but i just dont know if i will ever be comfortable with another man ever again. please tell me what you think, and give me advise, thanks everyone!

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Name : Sara, Gender : F, Sexual Orientation : Bisexual, Race : White/Caucasian, Religion : Christian, Age : 18, City : Russellville, State : AR, Country : United States, Occupation : Student, Education level : High School Diploma, Social class : Upper middle class, 

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