[out of reach]

i never feel this thing in my entire life, i know that i’m still young to say this, but yet i can tell,,, i never wanted to be like or seen by a guy because he knows that i like him, but for some reason, i do stupid thing that i really regret until now, i post a note, to express my feelings for him, not to give him or to be noticed by him, i just wanna tell to everyone how happy and lucky i am to found a guy or to like a guy so bad even i didnt know better,,, just be with him in a day then we become friends,,, then so surprised when i received a message from him, because didnt even have any idea that he will gonna go know that it’s me who post that thing in one of the website,,, for so many website he found that?,,, lucky me, not uh,,, so shy and dont talk to him anymore because of what he found and what i did,,, now, all i want to do is move on, but how? so hard to forget everything… even i close my eyes i can see him, the serious guy and dont even smile in a photo,,, a guy who makes me comfortable and feel complete all the time, who makes me smile even when im alone because i remember him, or when he smile once when we’re together… i miss him so bad…

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Name : out of reach, Gender : F, Sexual Orientation : Straight, Race : Asian, Religion : Catholic, Age : 18, City : beijing, State : IL, Country : China, Occupation : student, Education level : Technical School, Social class : Lower middle class, 

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