cocoa31986
I’m so sorry you had to go through that Kristina, just by your written entry you appear to be a nice person. Let me just tell you that I can relate to you and I know what you’ve been through. All throughout high school I have been the target of constant teasing and most of the aggressors were the black kids, especiallly the black girls. I have never wanted to hang and be like other black people because they’re loud, ghetto-acting, hostile, and downright bullies. I am the exact opposite which is why I was often targeted. I have blamed myself for what happened to me and I realized that I’m not the problem they were. It all stems from insecurity, females are naturally each other worse enemies and competitors. Women always feel a need to verbally undermine others females I believe its a hardwired trait built in to seek out the best mates for reproductive purposes. So competition brings out the worse in people. Black females I feel have an inferiority complex regarding hair texture and skin color so they have more insecurities so they try to cut your head off so that they can hold theirs up. There is confusion on what it means to be black: loud, ignorant, tacky and fakes ass hair weaves, and trying to squeeze into tight shorts with cellulite bubbling over and when you’re not like that you’re often targeted. Kristina be strong and know you’re not the problem. I too don’t like to befriend my fellow blacks. I know people don’t like what I’m saying but it’s the truth.